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ON THE REBOUND: Ward raises funds to assist
the homeless on L.A.'s Skid Row.
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| Thad Russell |
BY DAY, it is Los
Angeless toy district, five square blocks where wholesalers peddle
Power Rangers, Pokémon characters and other imports from the Pacific
Rim. By night, it is Skid Row, where impoverished families, drug addicts
and schizophrenics fashion cardboard shelters from the merchants
discarded boxes.
This was my spot, says Orlando Ward, indicating a blackened
section of sidewalk on St. Julian Street. I didnt even have
the ambition to build an entire dwelling, he adds. I just
laid the cardboard on the sidewalk and slept on top of it.
Skid Row knew Ward, 82, as a cocaine addict. What it did not know
was that in 1978, as a high school senior growing up in a middle-class
home in Santa Ana, Calif., he was named Orange Countys basketball
player of the year. Ward chose Stanford from the 375 schools courting
him, and he ranks among the top 25 Cardinal players in rebounds per game
and career blocks.
He was all legs and arms but he had a lot of talent, says
Kim Belton, 80, Wards mentor on the team and a second-round
NBA draft pick. He would do things that were phenomenal, and wed
go, Whoa, this dudes good. Still, I dont know
if he ever realized how talented he could be.
Ward never got the chance to find out. Sophomore year, he tore cartilage
in his right knee. He hobbled back onto the court for a portion of his
senior season, but his pro prospects were dashed. My self-esteem
was tied up in basketball, Ward says. Without it, I lost my
direction. It would be more than 15 years before he found it againthis
time as an employee of a homeless-assistance organization, helping people
who live on the same sidewalks he once did.
After he left Stanford, Ward found a job as a senior marketing representative
for Xerox. That was a whole work hard, play hard kind
of world, he says. He had tried cocaine once, at a campus party
sophomore year. Now he began to use it more frequently. His attendance
at work became spotty, and he lost his job within 18 months.
For the next several years, Ward battled his addictions to cocaine and
alcohol. With the support of his mother, stepfather, brother and a large
network of cousins, he entered rehabilitation at least 10 times, but couldnt
stay clean. He bounced through jobs, working in construction, at Los Angeless
central library and as a fund-raiser for the United Way. Finally, in 1997,
he lost his technical support position at Epson. His family, who had often
provided financial assistance, refused to give him any more money.
Ward came to Skid Row seeking a cheap source of cocaine. In the
nicer parts of town, they dont deal in nickels, he says. He
lived on the streets for the next two years and was jailed six timesfor
drug possession, for shoplifting and on outstanding warrants for infractions
like jaywalking.
Sometimes, Ward walked over to the Midnight Mission, on the edge of Skid
Row, for meals. I chose the Midnight because the other missions
that served hot meals required you to sit through a sermon, he explains.
But the Midnight, it will meet you wherever you are. Physically,
emotionally and spiritually. (The mission has no religious affiliation
and does not seek federal or state funding, preferring to remain independent.)
In April 1999, Ward entered the missions 12-step residential drug-treatment
program.
Mission managers quickly realized that Ward needed to find something that
would give him a sense of worth. His kitchen-duty assignment soon provided
that. Serving hundreds and hundreds of people a day gave me a sense
of accomplishment that I hadnt felt for a long time, he says.
That sense of service became the bond that held me together.
As Ward made progress, managers gave him more responsibility. He got a
paying job in the stockroom, where he designed an Excel-based inventory
system to smooth operations. In October 2000, Ward became the missions
associate director for program development.
Today, he spends most of his time running special eventsyearly golf
tournaments, benefit dinners, celebrity appearancesthat bring in
money for the mission. He also serves as a community liaison to city and
police officials and deals with frequent emergencies unrelated to fund
raising. On a recent afternoon, for example, an employee informed him
that a recovering addict in the missions family-housing unit had
disappeared, leaving behind her three children, ages 6, 10 and 15. Fearing
she had relapsed, he asked a staffer to contact Child Protective Services.
(His instincts proved correct: the woman did not resurface for four days.)
Orlando is an incredible asset, says the missions president,
Larry Adamson. Hes the highest-ranking manager who has come
out of recovery. He has achieved more so far than anybody in my tenure.
Earlier this year, Ward moved out of the Midnight and into his own apartment
in North Hollywood. But a few times a week, he visits his old home on
Skid Row. When I walk down St. Julian and tell people its
possible to get out, they may shake their heads, he says. But
they know, deep down in their hearts, that I did it, and that gives them
hope.
Joshua Davis, 96, is a filmmaker
and writer in San Francisco.
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